Here I am. Just finished watching the Notebook and how much it brought me back to you. The letters, the nights crying, the nights in love, the nights in hope. All my hate for you tonight has been pushed away and has brought me back to all the nights I felt so completely in love. Ever since we ended, I questioned if I really was in love with you. And tonight, honestly, I truly believe I was. Nobody made me happier than you. You picked me up when I was at the worst in my life. And although I hate you and can’t stand to look at a picture of you, there are times in my life, I miss you.